happy ending, i guess
today, im feeling quite sian in the morning. i also dunno why, maybe it's the influence of fwens. i guess fwens, to me, are influential people and most of the times based my choices on them. i guess how eveybody thinks of me is important.
during the afternoon, it was slightly better, where i had an ogl interview which i feel was quite fun and interesting. it's the first time im feeling this way about interviews because most of the time i will be feeling uptight about it. probably, it was because i was rushing from nyp, where i had my lunch, to school. jiaying and vivien even said that it was the first time they saw me walked that fast. so i probably had no space in my mind to think about the interview. but i feel that i performed quite well, it was a RELIEF.
now im feeling so much better because my fwen is feeling happier now and my consolation did not went down the drain. so STAY THAT WAY AND BE HAPPY!
daddy, thanks for making my fwen happy and im very grateful for that, for there's nothing impossibe for you. please give me calmness and confidence during tomorrow's presentation. amen.
{ Cause' im dreaming of you- }