up and DOWN
today i went swimming with nelson at hougang swimming complex again. while swimming, he saw someone there and he decided to leave the pool. so instead of swimming at hougang, we went to yio chu kang to swim. at the swimming pool, there was very few people, leaving us with lots of space to swim around. the whole incident was quite hilarious, moving to somewhere else because of a person.
after swimming, we went to cineleisure to meet charmaine, desiree, jocelyn, justin, kenghuang, wanchin and yiling there. we have decided to celebrate desiree's, jocelyn's and kenghuang's birthday today as their birthday falls on the 16 november but some people could not make it then so we have it today. we had our lunch at the food court and left to walk around while justin and kenghuang went to play pool. we walked to takashimaya, looking at clothes, shoes and even food. this makes nelson hungry. with nothing much left to see, we decided to sit at macdonalds to eat some snacks and catch up on lots of stuff.
we continued walking around and decided to have dinner. we walked all the way to dhoby ghaut and decided to eat at swensens where we could have eated it at orchard. anyway, that was when my feelings went down. i know i shouldn't have said it but i did. i spoiled people's mood and so was mine. i tried to cheer myself up with an ice-cream called cookie submit. however, halfway into it, it's either im sick of it, no mood or really full, i could not finish it. giving the rest to justin to finish it, i sat and reflect on what just happened, looking stoned. during this time, wanchin and nelson claimed that they needed the toilet but they came back with cakes for the 3 persons.
since we could not eat outside food in swensens, we went to the entrance of plaza singapura and ate the cakes. i still did not have the mood to enjoy, eating only a bite from jocelyn's cake which she had to force it into my mouth before i ate it. due to smokers who polluted the air, we decided to leave the place bringing me here -- home.
i really regreted what i did today. if time were to turn back, i promise i wouldn't commit this mistake again.
SORRY TO THE PEOPLE WHOM I HURT. ESPECIALLY YOU!
daddy, i hope that she will forgive me, not affecting our friendship that we have build up. i pray that when she siad never mind, she really meant it, if not i think i will regret all my life. i understad that the tondue is the sharpest weapon and can hurt anyone easily. i pray that you will help me control it, not using it to hurt but to bless. amen.
{ Cause' im dreaming of you- }
